My Personal Memories, Dreams & Reflections 2011
Happy New Year everyone !! Its already 2012, OMG i cant believe. Last year has been a roller coaster and mostly not a really fun one. huhu... Anyway i am OK.. I want to take a minute to look back on some highlight of 2011.
p/s : some pictures and stories are unreveal... hehe
January..
My son (2nd child) Addin is standard One.. hehe..
February..
I lost someone i love the most in my life that replacing my late mom.. My tok.. One of my sad memories of 2011.. I miss her so much.. sob,sob.. May Allah bless her.. Al-fatihah..
March..
ALLAH is testing me again. This time is worst. My world 'collapse' for a while. Thanks to my family, friends and kids i finally woke up, pick up all the pieces and rebuild my life again with all the blessing from HIM. I have to agreed and accept HIS fate that this is my destiny. Guess what, i am so GLAD..!! TQ Allah..
April..
p/s : some pictures and stories are unreveal... hehe
January..
My son (2nd child) Addin is standard One.. hehe..
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| so 'what ever' boy.. |
February..
I lost someone i love the most in my life that replacing my late mom.. My tok.. One of my sad memories of 2011.. I miss her so much.. sob,sob.. May Allah bless her.. Al-fatihah..
March..
ALLAH is testing me again. This time is worst. My world 'collapse' for a while. Thanks to my family, friends and kids i finally woke up, pick up all the pieces and rebuild my life again with all the blessing from HIM. I have to agreed and accept HIS fate that this is my destiny. Guess what, i am so GLAD..!! TQ Allah..
I started my part time photography business and make it legal with my sister. Here to view.
May..
My month with NEW me.. I changed 100% in out.. My priority, my love, my work, and even my WORLD is all about HIM (ALLAH). I found happiness, peace, serenity, true love, blessing, what/things i am looking for in my life as mother, woman and HIS slave by remembering, praying and mostly obey to HIS rules. Alhamdulillah, i am reborn.. I turn 33 this year and glad to write my aged here and feels like i am 23.. haha..
June..
Remembering the past for something positive and beautiful moment is not an offense.. right..??
4th June, 12 years ago will be a sweet memory in my life. This year.. I still bless from the sweet and best things left behind.. Alhamdulillah.. Me n kids spend a sweet moment alone..
July..
Celebrating Ramadhan this year is a bless. I dedicated my Ramadhan truly and deeply to HIM. Seriously, i am so into HIM. I am happy although i lost another part of me. Ramadhan this year is an open door to my new life of blessing. Something and someone that i don't expect visit me after she left... :)
August..
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is finally here. As normal, i am working morning shift. All my family member is here with me this year as my late tok memorial's is here. Really miss my 'tok' and this year is my first hari raya without my love ones.
September..
Enjoying my Syawal with puasa 6, serving my daughter's friend for hari raya and attending some of my friend's open house. Very simple yet i am happy and full of activities, including some photo shoot session. This month should be one of my priority month for me but.. emm... wordless...
October..
Been quite busy this month. I am in UITM Shah Alam for my cousin's convo and another 2 babies are in my 'studio' haha.. Such a cuttielicious.. Closing this month, my Muez fall sick and lost 4kg of weight. Pity him..
I take it as another 'dugaan' for me. Alhamdulillah... We survived..!!
November..
After all the 'test' from HIM and lots of patience. Here come the reward.. My daughter's achievement in her educations makes me smile all day, thanks Allah. Such a big reward for me and inspired my other children to study hard in future. Alhandulillah.. More story about her here . As for me, no more pretending, pity, acting and covering. The truth have to reveal. It's not about who is guilty, it's about facing the reality ! I am meeting the challenge and fight for my dignity for batter future. No one in the world can stop me only HIM. I am as strongest as i am not used to be. I feels like i am the real 'Super MOM' (who wear kebaya) !! Hahaha..
December..
The most blessing month ! I did something i never did in my life. I did overtime for 5 days direct. ( my bro luqman is taking care of my children ). I am on long leave after so long and drive back for the first time in my life to Penang and Sg. Petani on my own. ( my families congrats me for that ) When to see my only grandmama left. Finally.. I get everything i wanted after all, even though it's not how/like i plan too. The best of this month, my daughter score straight A's in her 8 subject of her UPKK exam ( Ujian Penilaian Kelas Kafa ). Alhamdulillah.. TQ ALLAH..
OK.. What a year i have been thru. Sometimes everything went so not as per plan. That fate. What should we do..?? Thank to HIM. Accept and be patience. Everything happen for a reason. Surely !! I am so glad and learn so much about what life is all about. After 33 years i finally found what i am looking for in life..!!
Thank you ALLAH and Alhamdulillah...
To all readers, thank you for stopping by my blog. Read my story, enjoy my picture, inspired and try my recipies.. Don't forget to follow me !! hehe... Ok. pls be kind to me.. read it, keep it to yourself. Don't judge me or who ever. Judge yourself !! If you think u are lucky enough today, tomorrow will not be the same.. We never know. What truly important in life is to care everyone around you, love them, appreciate them and always remember to value your life and yourself..!! Don't loves anything in this world more then the CREATOR. Always thank to ALLAH and obey to HIS rules. The reward is WOW..!!
Welcome 2012, hope it's bring more blessing and happiness. Lots of love and success in everything i do. Pray more to my children (mostly to my daughter for her coming UPSR) May Allah bless US and u too.. Aminn... Insyaallah... Alhamdulillah...
May..
My month with NEW me.. I changed 100% in out.. My priority, my love, my work, and even my WORLD is all about HIM (ALLAH). I found happiness, peace, serenity, true love, blessing, what/things i am looking for in my life as mother, woman and HIS slave by remembering, praying and mostly obey to HIS rules. Alhamdulillah, i am reborn.. I turn 33 this year and glad to write my aged here and feels like i am 23.. haha..
Remembering the past for something positive and beautiful moment is not an offense.. right..??
4th June, 12 years ago will be a sweet memory in my life. This year.. I still bless from the sweet and best things left behind.. Alhamdulillah.. Me n kids spend a sweet moment alone..
Celebrating Ramadhan this year is a bless. I dedicated my Ramadhan truly and deeply to HIM. Seriously, i am so into HIM. I am happy although i lost another part of me. Ramadhan this year is an open door to my new life of blessing. Something and someone that i don't expect visit me after she left... :)
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| I will hijrah for good.. soon Insyaallah... |
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| Visit my 'late mom' |
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| and my dad.. before Hari Raya.. |
August..
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is finally here. As normal, i am working morning shift. All my family member is here with me this year as my late tok memorial's is here. Really miss my 'tok' and this year is my first hari raya without my love ones.
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| My families ( my youngest bro Luqman is in the middle, standing ) |
Enjoying my Syawal with puasa 6, serving my daughter's friend for hari raya and attending some of my friend's open house. Very simple yet i am happy and full of activities, including some photo shoot session. This month should be one of my priority month for me but.. emm... wordless...
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| Wawa & Nash Maternity session |
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| Nur Hidayah is in my 'studio' |
Been quite busy this month. I am in UITM Shah Alam for my cousin's convo and another 2 babies are in my 'studio' haha.. Such a cuttielicious.. Closing this month, my Muez fall sick and lost 4kg of weight. Pity him..
I take it as another 'dugaan' for me. Alhamdulillah... We survived..!!
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| Hazwan |
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| Sofea Qaisara |
After all the 'test' from HIM and lots of patience. Here come the reward.. My daughter's achievement in her educations makes me smile all day, thanks Allah. Such a big reward for me and inspired my other children to study hard in future. Alhandulillah.. More story about her here . As for me, no more pretending, pity, acting and covering. The truth have to reveal. It's not about who is guilty, it's about facing the reality ! I am meeting the challenge and fight for my dignity for batter future. No one in the world can stop me only HIM. I am as strongest as i am not used to be. I feels like i am the real 'Super MOM' (who wear kebaya) !! Hahaha..
The most blessing month ! I did something i never did in my life. I did overtime for 5 days direct. ( my bro luqman is taking care of my children ). I am on long leave after so long and drive back for the first time in my life to Penang and Sg. Petani on my own. ( my families congrats me for that ) When to see my only grandmama left. Finally.. I get everything i wanted after all, even though it's not how/like i plan too. The best of this month, my daughter score straight A's in her 8 subject of her UPKK exam ( Ujian Penilaian Kelas Kafa ). Alhamdulillah.. TQ ALLAH..
Thank you ALLAH and Alhamdulillah...
To all readers, thank you for stopping by my blog. Read my story, enjoy my picture, inspired and try my recipies.. Don't forget to follow me !! hehe... Ok. pls be kind to me.. read it, keep it to yourself. Don't judge me or who ever. Judge yourself !! If you think u are lucky enough today, tomorrow will not be the same.. We never know. What truly important in life is to care everyone around you, love them, appreciate them and always remember to value your life and yourself..!! Don't loves anything in this world more then the CREATOR. Always thank to ALLAH and obey to HIS rules. The reward is WOW..!!
Welcome 2012, hope it's bring more blessing and happiness. Lots of love and success in everything i do. Pray more to my children (mostly to my daughter for her coming UPSR) May Allah bless US and u too.. Aminn... Insyaallah... Alhamdulillah...
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